To be with the one I love

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

hi i'm back! from today onwards I won't be doing silly things and stupid stuffs. Time to carry on my everyday life with a smile to everyone (:

as usual schools start at 0830 when class together with zi han hmm I was wondering why suddenly we have so much to talk? after knowing each other for around 1 year plus? around 9+ Mr Lee asked me to follow him to cafe 2 to have a chat with him and he treated me drinks, we chatted for half an hour and knowing whats wrong. As you all know whats going on after a few weeks of no mood? enough of it stop the probing. ended school at 3+ when to simei to eat kfc with jun jie and jenson after that saw Alex at east point he was wearing his home clothes were walking to find my classmates. went to jun jie house and take story book chatted for awhile about my problem and maybe I'm better for now? I hope so.




Choon hong online, and is just like the whole class is gathering in the msn and the chat is damn lag!!!

10:16 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

this few days lazy to write blog got complains from many saying that my blog is wall of text no anything else.. there's no time for me to waste already, stop the wishful thinking and the foolish act. Get to start my project asap. less than 1 week to presentation super mugging. and I got aim by "someone from my class."

6:52 PM

forget about it.. I concede. I won't drop into the same hole again and again and stop the stabbing to myself the bleed is enough.

Good luck you will find someone better and stay happy.

Hope we are still friends.

12:00 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

I win the battle but lose the war.

11:28 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

haha yes! finally today I met her around her house downstairs. I waited for her 4 hours and it's raining at her house there I'm shivering all over my body its so cold.. and thanks for elton for accompany me for awhile especially thanks to su chen she did alot for me if I don't have the support from her I guess now I'm still emo and thanks you guys for advising me what to do and what to said during the wait

what to describe about her is she's a very shy and very cute girl I'm glad that she accepted my porridge altough is already cold what I hope is from today onwards you know my existence this wait is worth it after all.. thanks everyone who help me and I'm glad to have you all. (:

10:32 PM

Should I buy some porridge for you? I'm worried about your sickness..

10:46 AM

I heard that you got a bf ? I hope it isn't true.. but if really is true I'll still make friends with you but I don't know what will your bf think. Because of you I've a very very bad headache now. CHANEL you really make me headache because of you man.. I'm really worried about you..

1:27 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

Just played finsh badminton. Today asked kenneth(his gf) help me to get to know Chanel. I waited for her at the bus stop for 1 hour but she dint turn up heard kenneth gf say she din't come to school today hope you are fine. and I hope this can be the success one. Thanks kenneth and your gf for the help saying you will try to arrange for the meeting someday.

5:26 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

I just don't feel any privacy at home.

how I hope the time would turn back to the phototaking session. Everybody's pointing at me and shouted her name she turned around and look at me. when i'm alone there's one thing I hope is you are beside me and share my unhappiness.

I roam around your house and sit there for 4 hours thinking about you..

5:53 PM

Suri and my chat.

☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
i feel so happy now
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
lol
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
like forget everything already
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
lol
!FATTY says:
lol
!FATTY says:
mood swing la
!FATTY says:
your period just finish is it
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
i tot took 7days?
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
lol
!FATTY says:
your's student price what
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
discount 3.5 days ah
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
LOL
!FATTY says:
ya everything also discount
!FATTY says:
like fish market like that
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
wah
!FATTY says:
lol
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
discount good ma haha
!FATTY says:
ya good
!FATTY says:
i want also dont have
!FATTY says:
what to do
!FATTY says:
you are popolar
!FATTY says:
*popular
!FATTY says:
:D
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
why im popular
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
the popular 1 is chanel's
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
like her father open popular bookshop de
☆ BINGXUN façade. says:
lol

12:06 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

hi there's so many things to say for today and happened so many things. As usual when to school at 8.30am after finsh lesson went to cafe 1 to have lunch while waiting for my food saw elton and chatted with him for awhile, after that went to class and play CS and here comes the story..

Actually there's PE for today but I don't know why canceled, so 2pm our class ended so me and ben trying to do stupid thing tucking in our shirt and button up our collar and act like a nerd infront of others haha! so fun.

After that their story start to come already they saw a beauty terephy class taking their class photos downstairs forum then they start to say "OH ! maybe we can find chanel there! " so I tell myself they won't find it one cause they don't know how she look like. So we reach downstairs and they started to find her so they start from the forum luckily they din't find her so they walk towards to cafe 1 while we are inside gary saw his group of friends and he started to ask "eh you know who is chanel?" and 1 of his friend appear to be my friend "ah long" then I was like wtf so his friend say "there's 2 chanel in this school with piercing or without?" so gary ask me back I pretend to say I don't know to hide from the truth.

So they continue their search that was really lucky they can't find her at Cafe 1 as they reaching out to cafe 1 the sitting chairs there they really saw her there ! wah it's like wtf again! how can they find until her there sia! so I immedietely ran out and hide then they were sitting outside the chair and started looking at her, awhile more she went off to proceed to the forum there. So gary and matthew don't know go where. so me , junjie , jenson purposely walk to the forum there to see her I don't wheather I got caught or not but just see only haha! so jun jie and jenson keep starring at her I pretend not to see her cause IM SHY!

Ok so we saw our classmates at Cafe 1 eating their lunch and we joined them for awhile.. sian aik suddenly asked want to go pasir ris to play soccer with sherhan they all? so I agreed with them. while on the way to the gate Ben all starting to shout CHANEL! CHANEL! CHANEL! cause she was behide us only wah then I was like wtf again! then I faster ran to cafe 1 to hide sia! wah I cannot tahan my classmates all sia. So I hide in the school for half an hour not coming out the gate after that jun jie they all come find me and we walked to east point mrt to take train to pasir ris. After we board the train guess who I saw ? is miss lui! chatted (in english) with her till pasir ris she say I've become mature already! these 2 days keep saw teachers at different places haha!

So we went to play soccer for 3hours omg is so tiring la tired until take cab with jun jie go home. around 8+ received miss tan sms and she say "you chat with miss lui in english and you chatted with me in mandrain?" haha!

Asked felicia for some advice and she said there's nothing wrong to like someone. last few weeks I showed her chanel's photo and she say wah bing xun got a great taste sia haha so funny man!

Today is the most Cui day liao I don't know what to say. sonner or later news will spread to her ears so get ready to cover my face already WAHHH!

10:33 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I just can't understand what human are thinking. Why do they have the time to flirt with others without looking at themselves what they are or maybe is their character that cause it. Maybe this is life that we have to go through. Everyday our emotions is up and down but who and why emotions makes us down? you can tease me for anything but not her.

No matter what you are or what you do I will accept you because you are yourself no one can change.

6:39 PM

Hi! 1.20pm reach school and went to Cafe 1 toilet saw jenson inside after come out from the toilet I saw her having her lunch with her friends haha so qiao actually is intend to go to Business Block Tunnel there to see her but in the end saw her eating there then I tell jenson why not we walk the other side to purposely let her see me haha and we walk passed and kay kay point here and there to let her know attention haha!. We reach class around 1.30pm slack awhile play CS and go to the toilet after that I tell them to accomapany me to Business Block to see wheather she's there or not but in the end we din't saw her wasted our trip to walk from T block to B block.

4pm lesson dismissed we went to Cafe 1 to have our lunch while we finshing our food it's around 4.30 saw jun jie's admirer at cafe 1 actually we want take her no. for him but just don't have the guts you see haha stalked her till she went to the overhead bridge she turn around and saw us then I say "siao tio caught liao" haha! so funny la just now.

Went home around 5+ slack awhile and go to Tan Tock Seng hospital to visit bro till now I'm still not sure why he admitted to the hospital after visiting him we went to Whampoa Hawkercentre to have our dinner while walking to see what to eat guess who I saw? is MISS TAN! wooo! I miss her la chat awhile accompanied her to go see some things then she went to see my mother chatted with her for awhile after chatting she introduced me a hokkien mee food stall she say its nice you should try it so she and I ordered, in the end she paid for the food for me omg thats so paiseh la haha ok after paying the food got to say good bye cause she met her boyfriend there having dinner. Before she go she told us to meet her at her workplace MOE to have lunch with her cause she misses us alot then I say sure but now we like abit busy maybe after that.

While on the way sending to my auntie and uncle home we go pass a gantry without slotting the cashcard in OMG! then I tell my father "wah this highway cost $10 sia!" because if you drive pass the ERP without any cashcard they will summon you for $10 but in the first place he should'nt have take out the cashcard and check the price then he never put back properly that's why the ERP cannot scan it through.

After sending home around 10.30 I reached home seeing so much people finding me in msn and ask the same question "YOU MISS WHO?!" CHANEL AH! wah it's like so paiseh la haha. chatted with elton lots of "da dao li" man and it's time for me to take a bath now! BYE!


I miss you seriously.

12:22 AM

Monday, August 18, 2008

Hi i'm back! dint post up for 2 days. last saturday we went to Night Safari and sunday went to meet my secondary mates there were lots of entertainment haha here are some photos of this weekends event.














We took this with RISK haha!



Creatures of the night















Chan*el haha!

11:54 AM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

hi didn't post up recently is because my brother is back from camp and I don't have privacy to blog. anyway just to you that I miss you alot.

6:04 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

Hi i'm now in school to write a new post cause this FYP lesson is very boring haha and another reason for me to write in this blog is because just now I saw HER while I waiting for bus 31 and she appeared in the same bus stop with me! she was like so close to me like 10cm distance? I act like I din't see her then I purposely play Rubik's cube and play my (pink) PSP argh I think she thought I'm girl man.. the way I wear my bag and the colour of my PSP makes her think gosh this guy is so girly arghh how! but never mind I know she saw me quite long ago cause we waited for the bus like 20 minutes I hope this 20 minutes will let her know my existence. My mood is : HAPPY (for this morning) =D

9:17 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

hi as usual school starts at 9am today, while break time is around 12pm we went to cafe 1 to have our lunch. I waited for 45 minutes to get my food the reason is because 10 minutes to get a seat and waited for her around half an hour at cafe 1 in the end she din't turn up then I was thinking every thursday I would see her at cafe 1 eating with her groups of friends but from last 2 weeks I've not seen her except every tuesday we would purposely at 3pm+ go down to cafe 1 just to see her. Personally I think she's avoiding me but as what jenson say "Maybe she doesn't even know you are exist." yes i agreed with him and they said I think too much and I agreed with them too maybe I'm too infatuated to her..

In the afternoon when I reach home I saw Dickson's online and I asked him "do you know her?" he say "yes, but you won't have any chance to get her" then I asked him why? he say "she's too pretty and you won't get her for sure so don't think too much." ok the moment I see this I've no mood to do and think of everything.

Her birthday is around the start of october I'm still thinking should I buy a present for her to let her know my existance? or just don't care about it ? anyone got any suggustion? please write down at my cbox thanks very much, greatly appreciated.

8:44 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Hi dint blog for almost 1 week cause i've been busy playing Winning Eleven haha. Alot of things happened and it's too much for me to write. Monday was a public holiday for us (ITE) so we went to pasir ris beach for some cycling, taking photos and enjoy the wind.

Around evening time we sat at the beach there and started to chit chat then eddy suddenly kick the ball and it fly into the sea! gosh i'm telling them that that's it for our ball time to say good bye so the ball flow and flow.. We chit chat for a while then seeing at this couple having cold war with each other, the guy is standing near the beach emo-ing and the girl sitting on the bench emo-ing too. After that we heard a auntie in the sea shouting "is that your ball?" then we say "yes, but nevermind the ball is gone quite far away." but never did we expect that the auntie swim there and she took the ball! at the same time she's taking a cigarette enjoying herself in the water. Finally our ball is saved thanks to the auntie the ball got his life back haha!

so we continue our cycle we decided to stop and take a rest there and I took out my camera to snapped jun jie and eddy so we started to get crazy with that camera haha! we took lots of photo like around 60+ after taking our photo we take a look at the time it's around 6.45pm so we cycle back to return the bicycle. Had dinner at macdonals and went home watch olympics badminton.


Ball floating on the sea.



Auntie holding her cigarette swimming to take our ball.



Finally our ball has come back to life. Thanks to auntie!










7:45 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Hi just woke up slept at 7pm (so early?)haha. yesterday woke up at 7am + went to school at 8+ sat on there starring on the computer for 5 minutes Mr Lee say let's go to the auditorium wah it's like wtf I just reach school not even 5 minutes he asked us to go to see the national day performance at auditorium.

While walking towards there jun jie reach also Mr Lee was so shocked he reached so early for that day. Okay the place there is cool and the sofa is nice, the performance there was quite alright not so boring still got a free flag from there haha. after the celebration passed jun jie my laptop accompanied him to wait for his uncle after that paid school fees for this term and went home myself.

Reach home around 11+ put Winning Eleven game to my psp and started to play till 12+ went to eat pepper lunch with family at the same time chee hoe had reach tampines asked him to meet me at century square. had lunch together.. reach home around 2+ getting ready to go badminton while getting ready chee hoe say he want to see Chanel friendster profile actually I don't intend to show him because I tell myself that in order not to think of her and not making myself feel jealous I should avoid everything but have no chioce haiz.. shown him and he laugh so loud so I was curious and I took a glimpse at her profile and so many guys commented her and she put some new photos with baloon I was thinking is it the guy who gave her, her primary photo is so expose that can see whole leg why she have to be like that? I really don't understand about girls..

Played for 2 hours with chee hoe went to buy some drinks and we went home.. around 6+ ate dinner and have a nice bath watch Red Cliff with bro till I fall alseep till now. My day had just passed so fast now is already national day august 9 wish everybody a happy national day and beijing olympic!


Hi. After badminton changing at toilet.



This is the national flag I'm refering about. Took 3 home haha!

2:28 AM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Hi! woah it's a tiring and fun for today, during Mr Neo class he asked us to finshed our cisco test for module 5 but I do only chapter 2 and 3. At around 1+ I'm done with the test and Ben found out that we can play LAN CS on class woo I was so happy then it's like the whole class was playing so FUN and the surprise thing is mr neo din't ask us to stop the game.

Around 2pm went to PE. After changing to our pe we went out to the stadium and see THE SUN IS SO BIG AND HOT! I'm perspiring all over my body and hair. We played soccer for around 1hour+ and waited for them to play basketball like 15 minutes after finshed our PE we took attandance by then we have become roasted pig already haha!

After PE when we were on the way to the toilet to changed we saw jun jie's admirer outside the toilet as he say in his blog his heart goes pi pop pi pop pumping non-stop HAHA! After that we went to toilet but we dint change our clothes instead of going to Cafe 1 to buy some drinks.

While we were on the way to the drinks stall I noticed cafe 1 don't sell Sportade Drinks so I went to Co-Op myself and to try my luck to see wheather Chanel is "there" cause she likes to go to Co-Op but in the end I din't saw her.

Spend some time on cafe 1 to drinks and chit chat after that we went to toilet to get change and took 31 with cheehoe and jun jie, we accompanied jun jie to buy his Ben&Jerry in the end he bought a sportade drink and took a cab home.

Reach home around 5.15 jun jie called me to ask me to help him do his Cisco test for module 1 - 4 after finshed the test we chat at msn and I told him to start a blog to write your things inside and he have created (see my link for details) Alright I'm still thinking about her.. I'm willing to wait till november to get to know her.

7:58 PM

Altough I can't know you but this drawing is like you are beside me. Good luck and stay happy.



Incomplete drawing guess have to stop the drawing now.

1:35 AM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Ok let's call it an end for today and forget everything I Lose. Enough of those romantic words and enough of starring each other infront of me. Now I know the truth there's nothing else i could do. Seriously I'm unhappy seeing those comments they wrote but she already chosen him what else could I do. I'll finsh up the drawing and keep for myself. Don't worry about your hair okay it's alright =)

8:59 PM

Ok now is 12.27pm the answer is out but I reckon she gave her number already so I must be strong and steady.

12:28 PM

I thought it would be a good news for everyone today cause this evening i phone su chen to ask wheather she can introduce her to me and she say OK! no problem! woah I'm so happy that finally I can get a chance to know her but it turned out to be a nightmare, just now at 10.15pm I read her comment, her friend and this guy who is chatting in her profile. Firstly I thought it just a casual chat nothing else but I click her previous comment I read from scretch to my surprise this guy who is taking her number tomorrow. And tomorrow 11am we will have the answer for it. Ok I'm telling myself she will not give him her number cause we think it is such a low class and stupid act infront of girls but who knows?. I admit I'm sad right now but what could i do? just wait and the answer will be out tomorrow.

12:03 AM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

This week saw her 1 time on thursday at cafe 1 she cut her hair so short but I think is very nice but they say like her hair like helmet but I don't care what they say personally I think is ok and i will not give up I will think of some ways to get to know you.

12:39 PM

hi ! didn't blog for one week? hmm I guess so.. well yesterday was a tiring day after school went to cafe 1 to eat lunch and it's around 1+ i'm waiting for her to come cafe 1 wait and wait in the end she dint turn up haiz so disappointed .. after our lunch they came to my house and get ready for badminton! around 3pm we started our badminton at tampines indoor court played for 2hours and jun jie bought a Yonex suttercock for $35 woah 12 suttercock for $35 ?! daylight robbery man haha. after finsh our game we book for next friday badminton for 2hours 3pm - 5pm same timing as yesterday. After that I went home and take a hot bath and the feeling is SHIOK! wooo! long time dint get the feeling of that le. ok and now my body is aching all over think slack too long never exercise already that's why will have this condition.

Yonex Aerosensa 30
Snapped a photo on this suttercock $35 Aerosensa 30.


Mess
Take a look at my mess. books and all these shit. Gonna clean up soon.

Heart
Bro snapped this picture LIVE. Black Knight teams drew a heart during NDP rehearsal isn't it nice?

11:29 AM