Monday, July 28, 2008
Actually starting this blog is for my private use but if someone insist to see this blog i will not hesitate to give them but just don't remind of the past..
You wouldn't know how much i feel.
11:54 AM
It is too late to do everything and try to forget the past and live for the present. Trying my very very best not to think of you I know is difficult for me to do but what can i do? if you truly love the person you should let her go and make her happy not to lock her up and not giving her freedom the only way to forget you is getting other lover to cover up my hurt in my heart.
11:41 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Hi ! I guess it's time to start my blog after so many days of editing and designing. Today is Saturday OK! i'm rotting at home doing nothing so I decided to write some of my everyday life inside here.
I shall start with yesterday, yesterday school starts at 8am, as usual I took 31 to school as the bus travel it stop at the overhead bridge bus-stop I was thinking if I can see my crashes at this bus-stop and the dream turn out to be real ! I saw her there but she never take the bus I don't know why.. when the bus was driving I saw her keep staring at me so i stared her back (hehe)
Ok so I reach class around 9am+ I thought Mr Lee would ask me to sign on his paper to show why i'm late for his class. But it turn out to be nothing happen so I quickly get back to my seat and start to play com with my mp3.
Mr Lee class is over and we went to Eric's lesson, After his lesson we went to Cafe 1 to have our lunch and chit chat, while I eat until half i saw HER again at cafe 1 (hmm is it affinity?) she stared at me again I act as if nothing happen and not to stare her back after awhile I took a glimpse back at her and get caught by Jun Jie and Jenson they tease me arghh so paiseh!
So we ate finsh our lunch jenson say let's go to Co-Op to buy meggie snacks so I purposely walk a big round to see where she is haha! find and find and finally found her outside cafe 1 eating with her group of friends. After they bought their things we slowly went outside and go to cafe 1 toilet after come out from toilet chee hoe say he go home first..
While walking to the school gate I saw her again she walk behide us wooo so happy saw her so many times in school. Reach home around 3+ and login to my friendster to viewed her to my surprise she's in a relationship haiz.. it's sad to know if you have a crash on somebody and he/she got a partner beside them..
Thinking of her till night.. listen to some sad song while lying on my bed and i cried.. I'm trying my very best to forget her I know I will overcome it no matter what. haiz.. I guess it's gonna be a long period to forget her..
I really hope I can make friends with her and be my another half. I really hope so....
6:20 PM
